I'm scared
Of being bare
With no emotions of mine
Just the truth of nakedness that shines
I am scared
Of all knowing of what I had not yet shared
Hidden secrets of mine
Secure under the carpets of time
I'm scared
For I alone bear the weight of so many who confide
For I need to be have strength by the side
I don't have the liberty to be scared to hide
I'm scared
Of prying eyes, of emotional lightnings
I want to run away
To somewhere I know not anyone
I feel like a child again
I wish to be born.
I'm scared,
Of being placed in a pedestal
For I never wanted to be god
I want to sin like others
I want to be lost in the crow
I'm scared,
That I stand alone
With a heart so cold
With eyes to watch
But no hand to hold
I'm scared
Scared that I can't be weak
Some think I'm holier than thou
God in me they seek
I'm not like this all the time
May be it is just now that I feel so
But why does the wind cry today
Why do I sweat in the snow
I am tired of running
Open your arms
I'm tired of calming people
Touch my face make me calm.
Hold my palm. Hold my palm. Hold my palm.
Of being bare
With no emotions of mine
Just the truth of nakedness that shines
I am scared
Of all knowing of what I had not yet shared
Hidden secrets of mine
Secure under the carpets of time
I'm scared
For I alone bear the weight of so many who confide
For I need to be have strength by the side
I don't have the liberty to be scared to hide
I'm scared
Of prying eyes, of emotional lightnings
I want to run away
To somewhere I know not anyone
I feel like a child again
I wish to be born.
I'm scared,
Of being placed in a pedestal
For I never wanted to be god
I want to sin like others
I want to be lost in the crow
I'm scared,
That I stand alone
With a heart so cold
With eyes to watch
But no hand to hold
I'm scared
Scared that I can't be weak
Some think I'm holier than thou
God in me they seek
I'm not like this all the time
May be it is just now that I feel so
But why does the wind cry today
Why do I sweat in the snow
I am tired of running
Open your arms
I'm tired of calming people
Touch my face make me calm.
Hold my palm. Hold my palm. Hold my palm.
3 comments:
hi..heres a hug for u... smiles :-) shilpa
huggs: )
gayatri.
it was the time when i felt as lonely as u do nw.. I was lost in myself existing somehow... It was them whem someone frm the crowd knwn yet unknwn to me... Came closer held my hand and kissed.. It was then when i realised tht i hve got someone,a frnd.. I hve got a liffe worth living..tears rolled frm OUR cheeks..n they wer the only ones tht we didnt wipe...they were the sign of somethng true in ths fake world.. For nw i feel i must repent the loan of time... I need a chance:: to hold ur hands n hug u tightly when u NEED someone... Lemme knw..huggs n kisses(on forehead ha). *urs piyush.d
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